8.13.2009

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQhmB3fcCSk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQhmB3fcCSk

daul kim~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


rest rest rest rest rest
south of france
i wanna south fo france~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

say bye

i tell myself

im strong.

i dont need to show

my painful past

no one needs to know the horror

i went through

i grew up too quickand no one, saw past my surface

i dont know how to hurt people

i dont know how to be loved

i dont know how to loveim hurtbut

im strongand

im perfect

alone.

8.11.2009

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!11111

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZnyrp__CNU&feature=player_embedded

so so lonely............................./

I'm lonely.

what kind of loneliness?

every kind.

i feel disconnected. abandoned.

as always.

repetition

so what my love.

so what.


at first,

i just wanted to run away.

now i have no where else to run to

nothing to run from

i dont belong

anywhere.

i dont want to go anywhere

i just wanted to be happy

JUST WANTED TO BE HAPPY