I like myself

say hi to the filmography of ethan hawke

2009-10-13T00:29:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iufDnWkp2g0&feature=player_embedded

I really always loved ethan hawke

from gattaca he was my favourite

ever

i hate his naration voice

i think he delivers badley when he speaks

but then he always has this sense of fragile calm -

very americana yetvery delicate

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UxWmIEHAcQ&feature=player_embedded

i watched gattaca like 6 times in one day

because i dunno i related to it... strangely

the archietecture the soundtrack, the classicness and jude law <3 before the hype ( i fell inlove with his
psycho killer character from wisdom of the crocodile before he fixed his nose....

he looked more brutal !!!)i feel so attracted to analy clean organized men who wear sharp suits and upper body strength !!

and like this man "in-valid" so taboo

and at the same time so strangely delicateand after the sex scene with uma thurman he goes to the ocean like scrapes his skin with stoneswow.

sadistic... SEXY

i was like what...12...and thinking "hmmm i like this movie why...."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQhmB3fcCSk

2009-08-13T17:48:00.001-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQhmB3fcCSk

daul kim~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-08-13T17:25:00.000-07:00

rest rest rest rest rest

south of france

i wanna south fo france~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

say bye

2009-08-13T17:23:00.000-07:00

i tell myself

im strong.

i dont need to show

my painful past

no one needs to know the horror

i went through

i grew up too quickand no one, saw past my surface

i dont know how to hurt people

i dont know how to be loved

i dont know how to loveim hurtbut

im strongand

im perfect

alone.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!11111

2009-08-11T21:38:00.001-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZnyrp__CNU&feature=player_embedded

so so lonely............................./

2009-08-11T21:37:00.000-07:00

I'm lonely.

what kind of loneliness?

every kind.

i feel disconnected. abandoned.

as always.

repetition

so what my love.

so what.

at first,

i just wanted to run away.

now i have no where else to run to

nothing to run from

i dont belong

anywhere.

i dont want to go anywhere

i just wanted to be happy

JUST WANTED TO BE HAPPY

life is shortTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTttttTTTTTTTT

2008-12-12T07:16:00.000-08:00

do i have original thought in my head?

life is short.

ost of it today is the first day of the rest of my life..

if i stopped putting things off,

i'de be happier.

All i do is sit on my fat ass,

what should i be made to feel

i have to apologize for my existance?

my pre birthday

2008-11-08T18:45:00.000-08:00

kye bought mecereal5 different cakes

sunglasses cool card hand drawnand

we did thumb wrestelingand

we talked to ma boyfriend for like 3 hours on speaker phone

she thinks hes high all the time :(

I'm so happy

Say hi today

2008-10-31T08:01:00.002-07:00

Today is heavy day
Head, mind and condition all..

Empties all and throws away and, cleanly

And leg long beauty 조수연아!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Don't Misunderstanding

I like all people

The pretty person, the person and the height which do not happen the whacker, the small person, The person who is the freckle Is good all

OK?!!

Is like that but you are better a little

Say hi today

2008-10-31T08:01:00.001-07:00

착한 늑대와 나쁜 돼지 새끼 세마리

2008-10-19T01:24:00.000-07:00

그러니까 지금부터 내가 들려 주고자 하는 얘기는
착한 늑대와 나쁜 세마리 돼지 새끼들 이야기
대부분의 사람들은 잘못 알고 있지

하지만 늑대 입장도 한번쯤 들어봐야겠지
옛날에 착한 늑대가 한마리 살고 있었어

배고프고 가난했지만 성실하게 살았어
어느날 세마리의 돼지형제 늑대를 찾아왔어
우리집을 지어주면 식량주지!
그날부터 착한 늑대는 열심히 집을 지었어

욕심 많고 돈많은 돼지 삼형제를 위해서
서로다른 돼지들의 취향을 맞추기 위해서

볏단 나무 그리고 벽돌로 집을 지었어
삼개월이 지났어 공사가 다 끝났어

착한 늑대는 돼지들에게 집을 나눠주었어
식량을 달라고 했어 돼지 문 잠궜어

나오지 않았어 집은 튼튼 했어!

이제 나는 더이상 못참겠어!

괴롭힘 당하면서 더이상은 못살겠어!
세상엔 왜 이렇게 나쁜놈들 많은건지!

이렇게 살아가느니 차라리 싸워보겠어!
왜나를 가만두지 않는건지

어째서 너희들의 개가 되길 원하는지
나는 하고싶은 말 하면서 살고싶어!

너희들 무리속에 들어가서 살수는 없어!

착한 늑대는 주저앉아 곰곰이 생각했다.

'무슨 이유로 돼지들은 나를 속였을까.'
'왜 내가 일한 댓가를 받을수 없는 걸까?'
'내가 너무 만만해 보여 그랬던 것이었을까?'
누가 나를 이용하려고 머릴 굴리고 있을까?

누가 나를 진정으로 위해주고 있을까?
나는 미래를 어떤 식으로 살아가게 될까?

돈, 명예, 사랑, 모두 갖을수 있게 될까?
학교에서 공부못하면 사회에 나가도 낙오자가 될까?
나의 꿈을 따라가면 과연 성공할까?

가족들, 친구들, 세상이 나를 비웃지는 않을까?
누가 나를 괴롭힐땐 얼마나 참아야 될까?

지금 이 순간 나는 무슨생각을 할까?

내가 너무 불만이 많다고 생각하는걸까?
하지만 너도 결국 알고있지 않나?

마음속은 나와 다를게 없지 않나?

이제 나는 더이상 못참겠어!

괴롭힘 당하면서 더이상은 못살겠어!
세상엔 왜 이렇게 나쁜놈들 많은건지!

이렇게 살아가느니 차라리 싸워보겠어!
왜 나를 가만두지 않는건지

어째서 너희들의 개가 되길 원하는지
나는 하고싶은 말 하면서 살고싶어!

너희들 무리속에 들어가서 살수는 없어!

야! 돼지야! / 왜?
내 말 좀 들어봐! 난 들을것 없어!
약속을 지켜야 될것 아니야? 나 약속한 적 없어!
너 양심도 없냐? 그렇게 살고싶냐?

너 이바닥에서 살고 싶지 않냐?
강한자 앞에서는 한없이 약하고

약한자 앞에서는 한없이 강하고
비겁한 모습 난 보고 또 보고

더이상은 내 정의감이 용서할수 없고

현태) 이제 나는 더이상 못참겠어!

괴롭힘 당하면서 더이상은 못살겠어!
세상엔 왜 이렇게 나쁜놈들 많은건지!

이렇게 살아가느니 차라리 싸워보겠어!
왜 나를 가만두지 않는건지

어째서 너희들의 개가 되길 원하는지
난는 하고싶은 말 하면서 살고싶어!

너희들 무리속에 들어가서 살수는 없어!

시끄러! 이 늑대녀석. 왜렇게 말이 많냐? (뭐?)
자꾸 집앞에서 시끄럽게 굴면 신고한다! (해!)
난 돈이 많아! 까불생각 말아!
난 유리하게 말을 바꿔 책도 만들꺼야!

say hi to tired today!!!!!!

2008-09-08T09:16:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

today yang is veryvery funny

tree misson!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I said.." three!!"
You said " 1000000"

really really you're best!!!

yang,.... if you go London, say to me please.....

and my friend earphone is gone!!!!

all time gone. still my mind is gone!!!!!!

hurry hurry come on please my earphone

lovely earphone face is black

size is about 14cm and weigh is about 1g

please..... my earphone

bye byr

Bogus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-18T07:12:00.000-07:00

The worst

Determines, I you consecutively

thanks to

2008-08-12T09:27:00.000-07:00

D, D2, 766, 708, 양군, 막내

and 은군

Realness is grateful. My life is joyful because being everybody

And all all valuable person capacity Oh!

All loves too,

i love snake!!!!!!!!!!!!1

2008-07-16T01:41:00.000-07:00

If the word snake pops into your mind in social situations, you're probably not thinking of a legless reptile.

Indeed, the prevailing opinion among animal behaviorists for years was "very dogmatic that snakes weren't particularly social," says Harry Greene.

"They courted, they mated, and that was it.

Mothers abandoned the babies." Although Cornell University herpetologist Greene describes himself as a "total snakeophile," he says, "I was as blinkered as anybody else:

But his view began to change one morning in 1995.

"I was sitting in my house in Berkeley reading the newspaper when the phone rang" he begins.

It was David Hardy, a retired Arizona anesthesiologist who worked with Greene on radio tracking black-tailed rattlesnakes.

"His voice was practically quivering," Greene remembers. Hardy described a rare sighting of a rattler, accompanied by newborns.

Even more surprising, the mother and young ones would remain together for more than a week.

The behavior of this radio-tagged mom, known to the scientists as superfemale 21, started Greene and Hardy toward revising their view of snake parenthood.

They focus on pit vipers, the group that includes rattlesnakes and their relatives.

Suddenly, old anecdotes and a rare study or two scattered throughout the literature became relevant.

¡ Conquisté.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-05T02:02:00.000-07:00

I am 766. From between star friends...........................

Is an pleasant nickname.

My five hits make, me nickname Since then comes always to peel^^

Today star is sick. Seriously,Seriously,Seriously,Seriously,Seriously,Seriously,Seriously,Seriously,

So I came. With the gruel which is taste together ...

Sees the fact that eats well the mind was put. But to be sick everyday..........

To be I like everyday, should.

And star friend.. eun-jin and young-sun!!

is cute..And is grateful There is always to a star side,

Entrusting the within this thing Oh!!!!!

With sincerity..

Anyhow....

eun-jin you are white girl
young-sun you are shot girl

and..... You truth are the same good thing.

Recently finishing!!

from. Star older brother

Prince coffee makes laughter

2008-07-04T03:31:00.000-07:00

Is a drama in new subject matter.

Male attire woman........

Is a talk where also the truth end does not become.

But is a very interesting drama.

Finally tomorrow is a test!!!!!!!!!! where And cloth futures

2008-07-03T06:54:00.000-07:00

Received the cloth gift today.

Appears to be doing taking a test well

Becomes the anxiety

But difficulty is okay

...Genius!!! it's me

Is to do how?

2008-07-02T07:48:00.000-07:00

Your this prescribed ate A about.
That will be shrewd ate and the pain number circle went.
Was temporary.
When that will be shrewd does not take medicine after that person, the ache A happens.
When but that will be shrewd takes medicine cannot fall sleep.
Does not fall sleep the night A under the nail rolls in hardship.
When rolls sees and floats year.
When year floats and A goes to the hospital.
Sends the prescription which when goes to the hospital.
To this time gives the sleeping pill.
But it sleep system the 트렝퀼라이저.
When but that will be shrewd takes medicine cannot fall sleep.
Does not fall sleep the night A under the nail rolls in hardship.
When rolls sees and floats year.
When year floats and A goes to the hospital.
Sends the prescription which when goes to the hospital.
To this time gives the sleeping pill.
But it sleep system the was the quill riser.
The prescription was strong too. A was the child.
keyn was strong about hereupon is young too.
A slept from the school.
The daily life came to be difficult.
Also the character became roughly acutely.
With the schoolmates fought.
Even with teachers fought.
Will be able to understand A parents.
Regarded psychosis.
But A did not reach.
With the world fought.
A came to be lonely.
The friend who a is only the rope which will doze and the 트렝퀼라이저 the quill comes and American president of the perm possibility mote curl company with A moneys enjoys a soup shopping from Morocco and iss does not should.
Some day, the sheep little by little and the rope which will doze and the 트렝퀼라이저 the quill came in A and reduced started.
A rolled rolling.
In The ache C originated more in ache A and ache B.
But A provided a growth.
A came and went to a job.
And A when being timely, did a marriage with the facing each other which is appropriate.
The children happened after A several years.
A children will can grow with the child who is normal and moral to peel?

say hi to stressful korean books

2008-07-02T07:17:00.000-07:00

i get very stressed reading CHO SE HEE's

"A Ball Shot by a Midget"

i read this when i was in grade 5 and got VERY stressed.

and i was talking about this with my boy friend

and we were like....gosh this book is the most

amazing korean novel ...very politicial and very very ...amazing

the book is based in 1970's korea, where we just finished war and

we went through a phase of poverty, culture shocks, communism VS capitalism,

american soliders bullying koreans,

new rising bourgeois class who bought all the land for shit little money

from lying and stealing from the poor,and got into real estates

(they are still most the bourgeois of seoul.)

massive changes, dictatorship....new ideals, confusion

hate towards rich has developed since then i think,

cos in korea our modern history is very short

(THANKS TO THE INVOLVEMENT OF JAPANESE AND
AMERICAN GOV AND FUCKING WAR)

although our history is very long (i think about 4500 years...)

our modern history is so short, and there was a massive change.

i even remember when i was born, south korea was kind of thrid world country,

and when i was in school we were "developing country" and

now we are a "developed country". massive fast changes took place,

and i get so stressedreading this book, cos i know this was in the 70's

but the stories stillapply to our modern histroy .

IF YOU ARE A KOREAN KID

i think you should really stop watching haha hee hee

comedy show programs on TV and stop idolizing young idol boy bands and

start READING.

stop getting numb from getting swept by the media and make your own decisions

stop looking at the advertisements where they say "you are the one"

you are not the one.

say hi to today

2008-07-02T07:00:00.000-07:00

Only my S.G. gag
Made laughter too and creep moderation did and fainted

Rightly, pickpocket green color.........

W.G. and spoke a secret

I that woman am unpleasant too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The luck W.g. disliked her very very very very very very very very very very very very very

I felt a same quality feeling

But she remembers suddenly and is unavoidable for the head to be sick.........

any way.......

I am the person who is happy. True true truth

Because S.G. and W.G. are my possession!!!!!!

Especially good one day was not but today is a value which is important day.

so, it's okay.

birds.........

2008-07-02T06:56:00.000-07:00

in korea

they say one's soul returns as a bird

i hate birds
.
i hate birds eyes

they are so cold~~~~~~~~

I like my sunny ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2008-07-01T10:26:00.001-07:00

My love sunny is good too
Round cute face!!
Round cute body!!

decisively........You are cute too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sunny high school same half friend
sun~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i love you~~

Us always forever the friend

woohoo...

2008-07-01T09:56:00.001-07:00

woohoo...

it's like my dream come true... :D:D:D

The now the woman is good too

2008-07-01T09:46:00.000-07:00

The now the woman is good too

Initially I am not interested in .......woman, suddenly charming !!

Appears to be being a beautiful woman ..

up again. i'm so tired ............................................

Start byoul !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-01T09:31:00.000-07:00

Oh recently is a start

Real now live everyday busily

Difficulty there is a possibility of doing, real me top~~